I'm laughing at you... I'm laughing at you now! Crazy crazy crazy!
This day has been crazy but I love it. So far the ball is rolling faster than the speed of sound with this Orthognathic situation!
I just went to the dentist yesterday and already they are telling me I will be ready to be a brace face when i come back from All star!
Yes that's right All star! The time of year when everybody gets fabulous and parades around in their finest, throws their money and fame in every ones faces and goes to see these striking men entertain us! Oh how Roman we are! Bur seriously, although I couldn't care less about the Faaaabulousness of the events I am looking forward to having a great time with some of the best people i know, And sharing it all with my sister!
So the brace face situation...... I think for a long time I have thought about it but the irony of me getting braces during this 365 days is just too much to not discuss! I feel like I am a Caterpillar beginning to bind that web around myself to hibernate and grow wings so I can fly!
Butterflies were always my favorite! ( I wish Kristi could see this) but I know time will truly be the life of me! What I mean by that is that while others watch the time drone on and pray for a better day I want to make that better day now!
Life can become so mundane, and I hear people complain all the time about how they hate their jobs or their guy where they are living and I just want to get on my Benjamin Button soap box and exclaim, if life is not the way you want it "I hope you have courage enough to change it." At some point however hope is gone and you have to see the REALITY!!! Of your situation.
We can always hope for a better future or Hope things will get better in our lives but if you are not consciously striving to make this so, you can just keep on hoping until the day you die!
Hope is a wonderful thing but it is just the precursor to an action! Its like a scientist having a hypothesis and Hopes that this experiment will work.. but if he never gets out there and tries it out he will just keep hoping and that is wasted energy!
There is so much wasted energy.........here is to hoping that all you dumb a**es will continue to waste it so I can soak it all up and take over the world! Yes that's what I am thinking Pinky, (LBS)
But on a more serious note. I had a reality check today, while sitting in the dentist chair... ( I appreciate the dentist but you have to be a real masochist to enjoy that profession) So anyway what I was thinking while he was drilling to find oil, was that even though I am going through all this pain I cant feel it because of the anesthesia.... Success is a lot like that. When we are going through the worst situations, but we keep steadfast and on track, the pain we had to endure becomes but a whisper in the wind. God is so benevolent in the fact that he helps us forget what the pain even feels like. Think about it. The pain of this filling will last maybe a day or so but then afterward I am done with that for the rest of my life....... The pain of a break-up will last, who knows depending on how bad it is a few weeks to a few months, but after that it is over finished and you will never feel that pain again! Especially when God blesses you with someone new who will know how to care for your heart like the delicate fragile gold mine that it is.
Pain is necessary in life to really understand pleasure. Hate is needed to really be grateful for love. I thank God for the bogus relationships I have had from the frogs who were just frogs to the wolf in sheep's clothing to the Mad hatter! To the boy who just never had anyone show him to be a man! Without these men I wouldn't recognize the King that will stand in front of me.
So thank you!
Thank you for being so awful that I had no choice but to acquire a thick skin, Thank you for being so weak so I could recognize a strong man. But above all thank you for ending things when you did or showed me your true colors so I wouldn't fall into the depths of this world with you.
Hello pain I'm so glad to meet ya, but meet God he is a powerful anesthesia!
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