The Grand Idea!

SO I was on Twitter today and thanks to a girl I knew in Highschool I was hipped to a great blog that really got me to thinking. I love talking and saying whats on my mind but after being in a "situation" I kinda lost myself and and forgot that my words and input are what make me special! ( you dont have to agree but this is my feeling so just let me have it dammit)

So anyway I am sitting here thinking that for damn near 5 long years, and possibly even longer then that, due to high school loves and and the men that have slipped through the cracks. I have not had an opportunity to just really be by myself and enjoy me and the woman that I have become.
Lets face it, I think a lot of us go through our daily routines feeling incomplete because we dont have anyone to share it with. Well im sick of feeling inadequate trying to fit with someone instead of just being adequate for me with just me! I love my company. I can read when i want eat when i want, sleep listen to music shower burp, you name it I am comfortable enough to do it around me.
So with that being said for 365 days I am consciously swearing off men! Thats right, its time to collect the cobwebs and revel in the silence and the comfort of my own thoughts and solutions. Time to lit the weight of all the negative energy and self harming thoughts ( that honestly are an imposition of what other people feel) NOT MY OWN THOUGHTS AT ALL!!! } And just be happy in my solace.
Its going to be hard, but I am going to do it!